Getting the pieces of my life back together again is confusing…and hard…

It still haunts me…trying to stay strong and being positive like always…

I really dislike Facebook now…wasting time on the popular social network. I still haven’t been sleeping well but that’s because of the break I just had. Late nights just like old times. Saturday night…went to bed like at one in the morning and then couldn’t sleep until 5am. My mind was blank most of the time but kept thinking bout the past…that’s no surprise.

I keep getting these dreams EVERY NIGHT (yes every night or day?). They don’t make any sense but does it have any meaning? I don’t know…oh and if you were wondering, the reason why I can remember my dreams is because I’ve been writing them down. I started writing them down when I had this crazy dream, something to do with the apocalypse…a random person asked me if I wanted a new life and if I said yes, the world had to end which I did want…

Anyway, it’s getting late here so I might as well go to bed now…

Wow, it’s another year already and I managed to survive 2009. Things change but I feel the same. Even tho I’ve got more experience now, I’m still lost in my own world. I’m currently writing here in my blog and I have no clue what I’m writing about. Maybe it’s because I haven’t written here in ages…and…don’t know how to express myself.

It’s been hard these last couple of months…and…life is like meh at the moment. Still freaking struggling but I’m coping somehow…

Ah my internet is slow so I can’t really use it anymore…but I’ll be back! =D

Things are going okayish at the moment. It was my birthday yesterday. How did it go? Surprisingly, it went great and I know it was way better than last year. The last few years, I never was looking forward to my Birthdays. I don’t know why…I guess it’s something to do with change.

I’m getting sleepy at the moment so I’m off.

Hope all is well!

Bah! Don’t know what I was saying last night so ignore it! LOLZ